Loads of love for Asiel and her family!

Meantime, back at THIS ranch, I prolly am taking the laptop in again to pawn in about hour and half's time. Someone promised to send some assistance, then disappeared. Hate it when that happen. All they can say is that they cant do it anymore, and then I know not to count on it, and make other arrangements. I wont blame them, or have it affect the friendship. sh*t, I did not ask for the help in the first place, it was offered. Was supposed to collect the money yesterday, but now when I log on where I meet this person, I usually see that I "just" missed him.

But we are out of food, and even washing powder for the laundry, that needs to be done today.
I dont know what I am going to do about the car. I am running out of lies to tell my parents why I am not coming to them. First it was supposed to be last sunday, then I made it this sunday, as I had a geniune excuse of helping the landlady with catering jobs, then I had to move it to Tuesday coming, and I really dont want to move it again, as I need to go take them to the doctor, etc.

I keep hoping that a miracle will happen.

Ah well.. end of whine
